haizz. just feeling weird; maybe more like no mood. think coz i am just worried for my studies esp that i would be getting back my Os chinese results on fri. haiz. but think i just got to accept my results even though it may be bad. coz i believe that God has a plan for me and with the 2nd chance, i will work even harder!! got to do well.
things seems so wrong nowadays. talking less on the phone, no calls, no smses and also no chatting becoz i seldom go online. dunno why. maybe we are just too busy with our work. i really dunno. haizz. feel so upset about this becoz think i am just curious what the reason is. at times, i just hope that i can go to the beach and scream out all my worries, my fears, and let out everything; so that i would feel better... haizz.
not thinking much about it.. coz my calf really hurts. cannot really work properly. haizz. hope it gets well before fri..
