hope i could turn back the time but never will it happen..
waiting for the call.. thought i was gonna be late and quickly went to take a shower..
realised that i wasn't.. so did maths...
looking forward since it has been a week ago..
was out of the house at 5 mins past 5
rushed there alone.. moreover got lost and so time wasted..
had to ask someone where it was..
as usual, i will say i did not mean it..
and its not that i am taking u for granted and wat-so ever.. its not at all..
the most i'll just wait for you in future.. and you know i will..
terrible feeling in me... regrets...but i understand ur feelings..
think there is nothing i can say for now.. since its over.
the pissed-off look on ur face makes me reflect..
coz i failed to put a smile on ur face...
the quiet moments..
the chatting moment just for a while..
the atmosphere was so different...
then came the gift from you.. and the sorries i said..
the staring look.. i love everything about you and ur actions..
but the ending.. the separate ways we went.. felt uncomfortable and weird.
wanna meet tmr.. hope i can though..
many thoughts went through my mind.. studies..
terrible results.. dejected.. foundation would be a choice nw.. the few weeks would be hectic... the burning of mid-nite oil every single day... will be my routine
just wanna tell you that i will study very hard but still wanna meet you.. whenever i can
the many times when i upset you.... hope feelings for me will still be the same.. i hope..
don't know.. suddenly feel so helplesss...
crying out loud and screaming at the top of my voice might be the solution..
sure i'll be better soon.. coz God's miracles through prayers will make the difference..
its back to studying.. make this weekend a different one.. no wasting of time at all..
