if u're already gone and the sweet innocence of this romance but only a stays as lingering thought...
i guess there is no point..
i don't wanna continue to go through this becoz i dun wanna wait, think and hope and disillusion myself..
i just feel u're not here anymore..
and it hurts not being sure.. it really hurts not being sure of what really belongs to me anymore!
k, sis.. cheer up! i guess things would be much better very soon! for me, at times, i just feel that i am in my own little world.. trying to search for answers.. and i hate this.. maybe i am just not so understanding.. i am just lost about stuff as well.. yesterday's experience was not a good one at all even if its just a few seconds or rather it may be a small matter.. but it matters alot to me.. esp that its not the first time.. was hoping i could just cheer u up.. through ur stressful time.. but i guess i am wrong.. just at the wrong time..
i wonder isit my fault? or isit both? i guess its my fault as well.. being the inconsiderate soul here.. calling at the wees hours of the night.. i'm sorry.. but sometimes i just dun understand....maybe i just asking for too much.. i really dunno!.. anyway, i hope things would be better soon.. ! this just hurts me.... but as i am always.. i will forgive and forget..
i guess its only these times that i hope i could be by ur side... to relieve ur stress and tiredness.. but i think is something that is impossible... and i know its never gonna happen.. its only through smses and msn chats.. yea till then.. happy working!
