everything's over! though i juz cant stop myself from crying.. coz i guess i still love him alot.. but think this is the best way.. and i got to accept it and stay strong! guess sometimes, life is very unfair but we still got to move on...
problems come and go.. sometimes we always wonder?!? is this still the best solution?!? but there would never be an answer for us.. problems can definitely be solved.. esp when we are not happy with each other.. how i hope mine can.. but totally a different one.. and i don't wanna imagine till that day when both of us realised that we are hurting each other..
anyway. our life is short.. and we only have one life to live.. choose the best route.. choose the best way.. even with studies, its the same. i guess everything is the same in life.. we got to choose the best and treasure it.. even though i cant get what i really want now.. watever i hope i can have.. and deep in me, its like a knife that its just hurting my heart.. but i can't do anything.. i always tell myself that these are lessons that i've learnt from.. and down the road, i would just know that these are memories that i went through.. and will missed it for sure..
guess i gonna be alone for sometime.. maybe till i graduate from poly.. maybe i am just not ready for it.. but who knows, we might get back in the future.. no one knows.. but only fate will bring us the way... yea..
but remember i will always be there for you through ur sadness..etc.. im juz a phonecall away.. yea? we will always remain like we are before.. smiling always...
