hahaa.. havent been blogging for the past 4 days..! guess i'm stuck with many thoughts to blog! or maybe coz i been real sick.. grrr.. got awoken up when my sis woke up AGAIN! this is like the maybe 3rd time?? haizz.. ! but i still luv her lots! helped her to print some documents from her laptop..though i was complaining the whole time that she's not organized and stuff! hahaa.. such a nagging sis!=)) but imagine waking up so early to help her.. not bad arh? hehhee.. looking at my 2 sisters soso busy esp melissa rushing on all her projects like crazy. the poor-and-stressful-her.. i remember my sleepless night during my Os.. it was really hectic but of coz in the end, the usual phrase..."u will receive what u deserve"..=worthit= hehee.. yay! will be going out today after staying at home for a few days! hehehe.. but as usual i am gonna go gym later=)) guess i got to caught some sleep first, if not i gonna be like a zombie for the whole day.. hehheee.. but before that... its gonna be MY DAY TMR! RESULTS! cannot believe it man! it felt like just yesterday that my results would only be months and months away! hmmm.. its the usual feelings..nervous? scared? fear? excited as well? yea.. but one thing i lack is CONFIDENCE! no confidence becoz i felt i did not put in my very best?!?!? i guess no one can put in his/her very best even till the end.. coz u're never know how much it is.. as for me, though i put in alot of hardwork, but it was all in the last minute... and that was my mistake! yea tt is what i feel! the more i think, i feel tt if i have put in my outmost effort in the beginning, i might not be worrying so much as i am now.. haizz.. but i guess i can't do much now, the results is out and i got to accept whatever i get.. but of coz.. the excellent results! Not hoping for any tops at all, just the best results that God wants me to get and lead me to my destiny=) yea.. so dear dad, if u're reading this.. my only hope is that i will not disappoint you tmr on my results but to make u proud.. and no matter where i be in future. i wanna tell you that u're always be the best becoz with you in my life.. its has been a whole lot.. meaningful and the go-for-it attitude! thanks dad.. u never failed to be there for me though u're like the busiest man i ever seen! luv you alots=)) hahaa!
