coz going back to grandma's house after this.. she's been real sick the past few days.. so yea gonna be there to look after her.. came back to SH today to get some stuff coz i got nothing at my grandma house.. esp my handphone charger..
yuppy.. these days has been realli boring.. at the same time the depressed mood of ria.. its realli terrible losing someone u realli luv so much.. but yea.. maybe it was a harsh decision from me.. coz like what Fr Jonil said.. isit worth the love that is still in your heart?? this really made me realised and reflect.. maybe i made the wrong decision?!? i dunno, i feel lost and confused! haizz.. guess u're never forgive me and get back to me again even if i wanna start anew.. haizz.. how i hope things could change..
crying and tearing everyday might not be a solution.. but i guess its normal.. coz i really miss you like crazy now.. now i really understand that losing someone that you realli treasure and luv so much is extremely terrible.. its like losing your life! its THAT BAD! i mean at least for me..
i still luv and miss you.. now the only wish is to hug you tight for the last time! how i wish...
