Sometimes i just hope i could make a difference in her life; it seems tough yet weird as well. She understands but she still does the same things over and over again. I hope my words could get into her brain, and could make her realised what life is all about; that she can enjoy and cherish what she have now.. That she definitely has a purpose in life..
Whatever i say, whatever we say.. can only help her reflect on her own; coz she knows herself best.. We wanna help; but all we can do is THIS.. The more we talked, we advice.. it just doesnt get any better.. Its your own will, its ur life, u make the right choice for urself..
I just feel real depressed and upset these few days.. i want the best for her, i want her to enjoy her life.. but i feel i cant?!? i cant change all her habits.. i just cant make her understand.. These few months have not been that great after all.. there are things that still hinders me from all these.. i feel terrible.. my heart is damnn pain.. i just don't understand.. i am confused! help!
Wishes:
-that mama's leg would feel much much better in days to come.. that she will not have to go through the pain again..
- for you, i hope u can change.. it takes time and we will give you the time.. as long as u are willing to change, i know its possible to see the difference in time to come
- hope i can spend much more time with my dear family and friends..
*all the best sister.. just 3 more papers; i know u can do it; u're always in my prayers.. i love you*
